I want to tell my story.  I want people to know the truth.  About the real sadness of my familys disease.  I wish I could say it was somthing cureable like cancer but its not and I dont know if it ever will be.  I know I am not alone but I feel alone in so many ways.  I am loseing this fight, the fight to be strong.  My mom and sister are slowing slipping away.  But not queitly or peacefully.  But more like in a savage way.  My mom and sister are fighting for whats theirs, but they are lo...