So I just recieved papers for my sister who is trying to get diability.  Since I am a close person to her I have to fill out forms as I did for my mom.  I keep wondering how many more of these I will have to fill out in my family.  It really hit hard today.  Cried for a long time.  Was very upset.  Feel alone.  I know that they are dealing with this and we are going through this but getting things like this make days a little harder then others.