I dont want anyone who reads my blog to misunderstand me.  I know that I may seem to be an unhappy and dark person, but that is just when I am talking about the way I feel about this diease.  I dont think there is anything happy to talk about when it comes to HD!  But I want to tell a little about who I really am.  I am a mother of three awsome kids and a wife to the most wonderful and caring husband in the world.  I love to laugh, sing and cry when its needed.  I love to watch my kids and see them smile.  I love planning parties and bbq in the summer.  My favorite smell is the smell of my babies when they just wake up.  I feel lost in love and happiness with my little family but when I blog I am blogging about the dark cloud ahead of us.  The cloud that holds our fears, sadness and guilt.  I have alot of pain in store for me that I just dont know I can handle.  I know God does not give us anything we cant handle and I am going to hold him to it but funny thing is I think HE thinks I am stronger than what I am.  So if you ask, are you happy?  I will answer yes I am.  If you ask do I have bad days, yeah we all do.  And if you ask is there sadness, I would say yes.  But happy all the time.....No but I am working on it
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