Knowing
My mother, where do I begin. She was great, she did a really good job until she started to show changes in herself that we would later find was Huntingtons. When I was 12 is the first time I remeber her turning into a person I did not know. She began to drink and was not around as often as before. Between 12 to about 17 I was tossed around from my sisters to my dads. She had a drinking promblem and kept going to jail. She had changed. A sighn of Huntingtons in a personality change and permiscuity. I didnt know any of this until my twenty first birthday. My sister and her told me and that day my mom told me she thought she had it. Novemeber of 2008 she found out that she did in fact have it. Our lives would never be the same. I didnt know about Huntingtons but my mothers dad passed away from it when she was an adult. She said they thought he was crazy because they didn't know about it then. My Aunt Sis commited suiside when she was younger because of depression and her children think that she may have known that she was like her dad. My moms other sister died of Huntingtons also. This was devastating to my mom to have all her loved ones passing away. She dealt with by drinking and not knowing that she had it also. Her brothers found out that they do not have it. So my mom has been dealing with this for a long time. Now though its her turn. I am saddened by all of this a used to be shocked. Now I have come to terms with knowing what my mom will die of. I know it may sound harsh and a little to honest to say it like that but I don't know any other way to put this to you. My mom and your mom will die the diffrenece is that I know what my mom will die from and you may not.