I want to tell my story. I want people to know the truth. About the real sadness of my familys disease. I wish I could say it was somthing cureable like cancer but its not and I dont know if it ever will be. I know I am not alone but I feel alone in so many ways. I am loseing this fight, the fight to be strong. My mom and sister are slowing slipping away. But not queitly or peacefully. But more like in a savage way. My mom and sister are fighting for whats theirs, but they are losing. I dont know if anyone will see my little website but am willing to take my time to put my story out there so that if someone sees it they will feel it through my words and find that they are not alone too.